this few days have been thinking a lot..
perhaps not enough (:
well, i don't know what to say lehs..
Just got something to say to 2 ppl ^^

1st:
Umms.. Maybe i am not considerate enough (:
Well, not doing much as someone whom you cared (:
Sorry, sorry for whatever i did.
whatever that what i did makes you feel so miserable..
The thing is, i don't even know if it is me or not..
BUT IT'S OK.
i WILL DISAPPEAR.
And get out of your life if you want it (:

2nd:
Knowing you was a mistake.
I shouldn't have made the trip to CP.
Seriously.
I regret everything..
It's all a mistake.
And i don't know how to solve it..

** i want you to be by my side, encourage me.
you said life is like a staircase, not an escalator.
I can still rmb what you told me..
Just want to let you know only, it's ok (:
I have decded to get out of your life le (:
Scold all the bad words if you want,
because i am not doing anything le ^^

Today i had a great day!!!!

Firstly, IT'S THE END OF EXTENDED PROGRAMME ^^
And i manage to chiong all my maths hw by TODAY!!!
Hehees (:
Feel so accomplished :D

Secondly, DANCE ^^
Hmms..
Quite ok lahs (:
But got scolded by laoshi for talking and not paying attention :x
It's my fault anyway..
So it's ok ^^
Then my back pain T.T
Can't crack it ):
Now still pain :x

Thirdly, CLASS OUTING!!!!!!
WOOTS ^^
I LOVE 3Crescendo (:
WE ROCK :D

Hahaas (:
Went to watch MJ: This Is It on tues (:
Nice ^^
The dance (:
Oh my god (:
so nice ^^
I want learn how to dance (:
Heh heh (:
Had a great day lahs ^^
Hahaas :D

Tmr chem SPA le!!!
Very scared :x
EVRYONE JIAYOU OK??

And next tuesday is O level CHINESE!!!
My beloved classmates (:
JIAYOUS ^^

hellos ^^
tmr is tuesday le :x
time pass so fast (:
Hmms..
Wonder what will happen lehs..
A bit scared :x
Hope evrything will be ok bahs ^^
I think we won't talk much uhs :x

Haiz..
Nothing to say lehs (:
So i shall end here ^^

hellos ^^
These few days some things happen and ir's not within control ):
I see ppl sad i also sad T.T
But i must stay cheerful to make ppl around me feel happy (:
So i will de ^^

Hmms, yesterday you ask me,
i was shocked.
Didn't expect that you will ask me :x
But i ok with it actually.
Hmms, just a bit too sudden bahs :x
I thought a lot yesterday.
I thought of being very paiseh because we might have nothing to talk abt,
being awkward..
I don't know how to describe the feeling, but i hope it will turn out fine bahs..
(:

Today very fun (:
But weather very hot ):
Morning during PE got games for us to choose.
Soccer (0 ppl), Captains' Ball (lots of ppl), Basketball (A little ppl), Ice and Water (abt 1/4 of the class)
I PLAYED ICE AND WATER ^^
SO FUN!!!
Hahaas (:
Got Cassandra, Jingru, Shehwa, L. and F. Jieyi, Angela C., Shuyi, Yetlin, Irene, Yiwen, Lihui and me.
*sorry if i miss out names
Got 3 rounds (:
First round catcher: F. Jieyi and Jingru (:
Very fun (:
But they lost (:
Heh heh :D
Then 2nd round catcher: Cassandra and Shehwa
They still lost (:
Heh heh :D
But all of us are tired ):
3rd round catcher: L. Jieyi and me
Very tired :x
Starting caught a lot of ppl, in the end
all were saved ):
So, we lost (:
Heh heh (:
But i had a great time running ^^
I love this game because EVERYONE can get involve ^^

Now drilling for O levels MT ):
Everyday do test papers, do until sian :x
But i want get good results lahs (:
So must practice ^^

Around 9.30am, Shuyi and me went down to check on the councillors for the primary sch promoting thing (:
Helped to flag taxi!!
Hahaas (:
But no taxi want to stop ):
I think they think we were crazy :x
We step out of the sch gate TOGETHER ^^
Then Shuyi say,"It's 历史性的一刻!"
I agree lahs (:
Very few can come out of sch to flag for taxi during sch hours nehs!
Hahaas (:

Today very tired ):
Slept during HCL extra lesson :x
Then very stuffy ):
No mood study ):
Haiz..
What i want to say: I LOVE THE EARTH!!!
So pls don't get hotter and hotter yea? 0.o
Hehees (:

ok (:
i want post pictures of the Discovery Centre de ^^

Ohs, recieved belated birthday presents ^^

I WANT TO WISH IVY, EUGENIA and PRISCILLIA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
May all your wishes come true ^^

hmms..
today wasn't really a good day for me ):
morning realise i forgot to bring physics TB,
freak out lohs ):
then a lot of them nvr bring (:
heh heh :p
then in the end, Mr Goh nvr teach (:
he ask us write reflection (:
everyone wrote.
me also (:
then he walk walk see see,
take mine and see (:
I DIDN'T WANT TO LET HIM SEE DE :x
Hahaas (:

He see le and said:
怎样？Councillor 很忙？ [i nod my head]
觉得全班的几名？ [i shrugged because i really don't know]
早一点拿掉比较好啦！ [my eyes teared]
Better talk to Mdm Teo lahs! [i nod my head]

is not like i nvr thought of it before.
i did.
but i wanted to perservere.
what's wrong with that?
i mean, they can't blame evrything on councillor when 1 of the councillor or EXCO did not so well for exam right?
it's not fair.
then if he want me to quit, fine.
then the other EXCOs?
also quit?
because some of our studies aren't that good too.
then,
WHO take care of councillors?
WHO plan activties?
WHO help out in sch events?
Teachers are not going to do so, and i believe that they will have a hard time finding students to do it too.
YES, we are committed.
SO?
Isn't that what all teachers want from us?
Being committed in what we do.
There are bound to sacrifices made right?
I know we need to have piorities, but pls,
do you understand how we feel?
When you criticise us abt concentrating too much on this, too much on that.
Have you ever seen it with your own eyes that there are ACTUALLY TIMES when we really studied hard?
How can you say we are not putting in as much effort as you tought?
YOUR defination of HARDWORK is DIFFERENT from ours.
STANDARDS are DIFFERENT too..
I know you mean well, but your words hurts alot, really alot..
Because of what you said, i cried.
more than once in a day.
and my eyes are hurting, my heart is heavy.
I am at a loss.
What should i do?
I mean should i quit?
Really.
Lost.

There was something fun in the afternoon though ^^
Hahaas (:
Went to Singapore Discovery Centre ^^
So fun (:
Although very last minute, but i really enjoyed myself (:
Took some photos lahs (:
Hahaas (:
Umms we went to the Army place and the SG Kilat place ^^
very fun!!!!!!
Especially the Army place, very cool (:
I was so touched by the 2 video clips that my eyes are watery :x
Hahaas (:
Then there is effects of wind [when it show helicopter]
effects of water [when it shows that was on the ship]
ans effects of fire and bomb (:
REALLY GREAT ^^
The SG Kilat got a competition lahs (:
In the end, 3C and 3D won ^^
Woots (:
Hahaas (:


got some more pictures but i can't upload..
So have to wiat till next time ^^

very late le, go drink milk then slp le (:
nights (: